Beyond control

Newspapers & books all over the floor, sofa covers are no longer covering the sofa, everywhere is in a mess - physical mess.

Nose start to "rain", thoat start to "sore", temperature start to "rise", head start to get "heavier" - body system also in a mess.

It is really beyond my control, let the house be messy... ... anyway... ... this is not the first time, it is always messy after every cleanup, it has never been cleaned except Chinese New Year.

Doctor say, "you need to rest" & was given 1 day medical leave to rest at home. Sleep. sleep, sleep is the only thing I would like to do today.