Johnson appointed as the class monitor

"Mummy, I am appointed as the class monitor." - Johnson

Congrats Johnson, Mummy knew that you are the right choice & I'm proud of you. Thank you for helping out & fixing/cooking dinner for your silblings.

Mum in ICA

We were told that all investigations show negative results & the only outcome is bacteria infection, a kind of bacteria which is found in the mouth is attacking my mum's spine & seemed to be spreading upwards. They put mum on antibiotics. She was alert & stable yesterday as compared to Monday which I was shocked to see her state. And her kidney scan is normal.

Called the nurse this morning, was told there was blood in mum's stools & they will do anus scopy tomorrow. OMG, mum told me that the spicy food (black pepper meat, fish in spicy sauce) she had in the hospital has irritated her, would this causing the blood in her stools?

I was told of different conditions about mum each day & seeing her laying on the bed not able to move with all tubes attached onto her body is tearing me into pieces. With the advanced science & technology, why can't they expediate the treatment? I walked her to the A&E & now I'm seeing her laying on the bed helplessly, am I supposed to console myself that mum is there to do a full body checkup??? They have checked her from top to toe, internally & externally... what else next? Pls discharge my mum soon!!!

Something for Jayden

"Can you help me to get 2 sets of clothes, socks, cap & ankle bracelet for baby? And tell him Ah Ma can't come to see him" - Mum

My tears rolled!!!

Arrival of Jayden

Little star Jayden has arrived after the long wait!!! Congrats Sis & Jeremy!!!

Showed mum the MMS which Sis sent & I believed she's glad to see him. Unable to bring mum to KKH as she is still hospitalised.

Report not out

After waiting for 7 long days & was told that if I want to meet up with the doctor I have to be at the hospital at 9am.

Rushed to the hospital at 8.45am & the nurse has informed the doctor that I'm there waiting for them. I waited patiently & no sign of the doctor till 9.45am. The volcano is erupting soon, I went to the nurse & get her to call the doctor again & he told the nurse that he didn't make any appointment to see me!!! OMG, I've informed the nurse I'll be there at 9am today to see the doctor as he is unable to call me!!!

Finally he arrived at mum's room & we were told that the result are out & showing that there is no sign of bacteria infection however the most important tissue report is not out yet, it will take 7 days to process!!!

7 days??? We were told 2-3 days & now he is telling us 7 days!!! I really dunno what has happened but today is the 7th day & he assured me that he has chased the lab for the report & this is top priority on his list. But till now, no news/call from the hospital yet.

我不喜欢这种感觉

是否一定要发生一些事情，我们才会发觉我们没有珍惜身边的一切呢？或许我只懂得埋头苦干，象头牛一样，天天只为了填饱家人的肚子，确保孩子们用功读书。我还会什么呢？

表姐说妈妈的大拇指圆圆的，好特别，他从小就很喜欢触摸他。为什么我没有发觉到呢？我连妈妈喜欢吃什么我也不知道，我是不是没有关心过他呢？

我不要也不喜欢这种感觉!

The wait

They extracted some bone & tumour tissue from mum's spine yesterday & we got to wait for another 2-3 days for the results.

Unknown

Not sure what has happened these few days, found myself rushing to the hospital to meet up this & that doctor & the same story was told to me by everyone. Nothing new!!!

Don't we already know what has happened, why can't they just do something to check on mum to see if the tumour is cancerous or beneign and decide what is our next action???